15 March 2008

thoughts.

--I want to see the world. I have huge dreams. I just want it to be my turn.
That is what I think, every day. Every day, when I wake up, I wish that it was my turn to do something. To be someone.
I’m learning, more and more every day, that it is my turn.
--Music is so powerful. It can move you. It can make you passionate...it can change you. I want to use music...somehow...to do whatever it is I’m supposed to do with my life. It’s so powerful.
--I’m writing a memoir. You shall be in it, maybe. It’s going to take a while. Wait for it. It’ll be....something.
--My heart cries out for some people...but so many times, I feel as if I have no words to say to them. I want them to know the truth...the love...but I can’t seem to speak it. I’m trying, but it’s difficult.
Lately I’ve been very caught up in a regret. A missed chance to share love that is so very needed in someone’s life. I screwed it up...I feel. But yesterday I was reading an article, and...suddenly, there was peace.
Perhaps the most difficult part was having to leave. He had to trust that God had used him to serve a purpose and that others would follow after him.

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