love intensely

As for being patient,
it's getting old.

God.
You know.
You've freaking been here. You've been through this.
I'm sorry, slightly, that I'm so angry at You.
I'm sorry I'm so intensely selfish and wrong.
That I doubt. Have no faith in this.
But.....
You said it yourself.
You said it yourself.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.
Well...I've been delighting myself in You.
You can't deny that.
I freaking love you with everything inside of me.
But this loneliness.
This overwhelming desire for something more...
I can't do it anymore.
You know the desire of my heart.
PLEASE, God.


As for being patient,
its freaking getting old.