learning to deal.

i didn't know it happened. i didn't believe it existed. and then i saw it with my own eyes. a less-than-sixteen-year-old girl...a more-than-forty-year-old man...a truck...money...an absolutely disgusting transaction.
she's a baby. he's taking advantage of her. and it happens every day. i can't get my head around it...and i don't ever want to. that's the sickest thing i've ever heard.
if only i could tell her what i know to be the absolute truth:
YOU ARE VALUABLE.
You are worth so much more than you can even imagine. You can't put a price on it. You can't sell yourself, because no one could ever pay enough for you. No one except for Him. And he's already paid it. Just accept his payment....and LIVE.
Live. Live a life that is healthy and full of love. Live a life that doesn't leave you feeling like you are worthless every day.


these days are painful and difficult.....

and i don't see them getting better in this life.